Shattered Mention

The Last One:

Well really have to thank you so very much for all that you have possessed for me. Thanks a lot. May be we are not destined to be any thing in life at all, but the best thing that really counts is the beauty of the moments that we have passed together, there must have been some super great moments and may be there had been so sad ones too, may be distracting ones too. Somewhere down the line I might have ended hurting you people.

I don’t know HOW you people would take my behavior and create as many calculation to actually figure me out, but you may end up with no results to your hard work. That’s exactly the way I am.

May be that is the way I deserve things to happen. Just before summing up everything and putting an end to all the happening at present, I must quote that you people had been a very CHERISHING bunch of people full of Happiness. Many of the times you people made my days. Thank you all for those great times.

The worst thing I can I do to myself is CHANGE the WAY I am, so better not doing that. The best of the compliments that I can share to you is that THANK YOU for RESISTING ALL TIME TORTURES from me and still ending up SMILING.

May be a little part of my heart is filled up LOTS OF STUFFS that is NOT Me. I know you won’t understand this line though.

1.       Playing around girls is not my nature.

2.       Insulting people all the time is not my nature too.

3.       Laughing at all the silly jokes is also not me.

4.       A cherishing PUNKAZ that’s not me either.

5.       Unbearable me, that not me though.

I lie myself with all those stupid enacts, smiles, humors, insults and cherishes. Just because I felt that’s the perfect way to not let people get in my Bl@ckouted life, full of awesome boringness, filth and dishearten.Hiding myself with so much of attires has been so troublesome, well the end is close so, I can go back and live my life very easy way. Darkened, Pale, Broken and top of it, Shattered and Grief of not being what I had been, been trying to be so long no complains though.

I puzzle myself with my questioning all the time. I can’t even life a second without thinking. That’s where I exactly miss to live my great life. I think a lot and live less. Yet I pretend to do things so perfect. Never been close to being complete, perfect is way far.

I know I will be ERASED from everyone’s brain as a bad sketch you created on MS Paint. I will be CTRL ‘Z’ like a unusual phase typed in the MS Word, and like the complex Percentage Formula in the MS Excel and somewhat like a DELETED SLIDE from the presentation of YOUR Glorious life.

Well being a part of the history would be fun though.

I end up with these after this SESSIONS will be over:

1.       A good Excel Operator.

2.       Without Getting over with my slow typing at all.

3.       Bad Instructor.

4.       Worst Friend of Many.

5.       Unmanaged Accounts.

6.       Repaired Heart.

7.       Sadly Happy.

8.       Almost in LOVE.

9.       Been Flirted.

10.   Hurt

11.   Completed.

Going back to my LIFE, that’s fun. Thank you all.

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“The Punishment Day”

“The Punishment Day” this is was the most embarrassing moment of our school life. We all didn’t perform the exercise of Opt. Math because we didn’t understand and were committed not to proceed without proper command on the topic. Anirudra Sir complained and all of us were in office and were handled a Pham plate which stated- “we are the careless student of class 10 and we don’t study “by Jiwan Sir. It has huge impact on all of us and it sowed the seed of hatred towards the principal which still prevails, rest was life then after.     - The Pankaj

“Mandal’s English”

“Mandal’s English” now this teacher arrived in replacement of Ballav Sir, and was a great person rather than a good teacher. His goggles and the way he put on was fun, we really liked the charm he produced. His English was low below par but, but a better person is regarded well always and it happen to be same with him too. Nande and I went to read grammar often to his room, but never found him. He was like a real fun guy.                                      - The Pankaj

“Ballav Sirs Welcome”

“Ballav Sirs Welcome” the whole story revolves around one of the best tutors that I have ever met. The Ballav Paudel, inventory, prolific and loving and charming to all of us in the class. His English, ticking, Luti, his affair all made us glued to him. My hand writing improved on his very few inspiring words. He really ignited the fire in me. He was unanimously awesome probably more than that. We all were shunned when he had to leave us as MR.  - The Pankaj

“Luti’s Confession”

“Luti’s Confession” this has been a topic that I always maybe misunderstood or misquoted. It was at the end of 2^nd term exam of class 8 when Luti did confess that she loved Nande too, and the location was near the church in front of Sudip’s home. I remember nicely. It was like so shocking but a decision made but the outcome or the actual confessions never happened and still remain the mystery yet. Amazing this incident was exclusive to me and none knew after… -The Pankaj

“the Nande collision”

“the Nande collision” way back when Rubina was for the first day in the school. He was accidently dashed or say collided with Rubina downstairs and eventually, the song Dil Gaya was so suited that he fell in love with her the same time funny na? After that he was like crazy after and her and his life took a turn over and his fluctuation started toward frenns who could help to proceed like me and Sudip.  – The Pankaj